mmmm. my bro always catches me using the com at the wrong time. that is, using the com when i havent bathed. =x

anyway. back from camp!
camp ended so fast ): sadly i didnt get much time to really talk deep with my cg people, other than my sheepmates. really thank God for them though. i love staying up and sharing deep. i mean seriously, i love to share deep with people. yeah cos my love language is quality time ma(:
but i was so tired on the last night. but during the later part of the night.. decided to wake up. so ran one short round around my cg members. ended up feet pain. haha.
loved my shower though.
slept at 6.41am, woke up at 7.45am.

God spoke through jac's prayer. its the second time God spoke to me about the same area.
this time through a picture. and when jac was praying halfway, i already knew; God thats me. i know. i seriously bit my lip . but i really dun wan to remain that way. God's right. on the outside my life really seems like there's nothing wrong, that everyone's alright. but deep inside, God knows im aimless. im heading nowhere and everything's routinary.
really want to change in this area. committing it to God.
alongside with ____________________________________________.
hmm yeah.

went outreaching with caregroup today.
praise God for the 5 converts and 6 ppl confirm coming for service!

God, i dont want to be awed just by numbers and be satisfied. i want holy discontentment.

going follow upping tmr.
the trip's down to katong area, but its worth the trip.



GOD,FILL MY LIFE AGAIN.
whats the point of serving without full belief in the God you're serving?
whats the point of working so hard without a purpose?

from the inside out God, i dont want to live my life as it is.
i want a TRANSFORMATION.

i dont just want to say, i want to apply.


I CANT WAIT FOR SERVICE THIS SAT!


i really want to experience God. lots more in a deeper way, in a miraculous way.



and yet i know the walls hindering me.
i know i need to tell my shepherd.
JACQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



God give me courage okay.